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The MeaNing FamiLy foR Me

Family is everything for me in my life anytime and anywhere ...
Family is My Hero when I need help ..
Family is chilly place , It can give me a fresh air ..
Family is teacher because I can study anything there ...
Family is friend because always in My side although nothing in front of me ..
Family is rain water can make My heart so cold ..
Family is the sun , can give me a natural light in everyday ..
Family is the moon , can give me light in My night ...
Family is the sky , always give me something different everytime ...
Family is My inspiration when I will doing something ..
Family is a police office can give me law if I'm doing mistake ..
Family is a hospital because if I'm sick , I'm taking care there well ..
Family is a blanket , can warm up me if I'm in a cold problem ..
Family is supporter , if I'm doing a good something ..
Family is psikolog place because there I can share My problem ...


I can't write full the meaning family , maybe that's only one of from many description the meaning family ..
And that's the meaning family for me , how about you ... ??? ^_^

I mUsT called Him As My fRieNd oR ... ???

Hi ... Hi ...
Upzzz ... I must posting something for this week , hmm...I don't know what must I write this time , but I'd try to tell you about something .. Happy reading .. ^_^


This story begin when I like chatting in one of application , in that chat I can introduce with many people in different places with My place . And then I am introducing with someone in one of room at that chat place and finally I and Him are not only friendship in chat place but We are friendship in the real life ...
My chat friend this time is a boy.In My opinion He is a nice boy ,kind,friendly,and funny . He always sharing to me start from himself,his families,his friends,and his Girlfriend . So We are like family because our relationship.

And in One a day He is telling to me about his problem with his girlfriend . He said that He has breaking up with his girlfriend,and I'm sorry to hear that , but I always to giving him support for not too sad with his problem .

And after that He is so care with me.He always in my side if I need him to listen My story . And I confuse with his attitude last time to me .
his attention with me is not like a friend but more than that .
Finally .. I know about his reasons behave like that . He says that He is can't only relation with me as friend but He wants more than that .

But We are not making it problem because I think that's usual , maybe our relation is being like that .. But We still be Friend , But ... sometimes I confuse ,,

I must called Him as My friend or ...... ???

Finally ... ThAt time is OveR ...!!

Hello guys , I'm come back now .. this time I want to tell you about me when I am following test at campus in Test to be Assistant Lab. Computer last week .

On Saturday 22 November 2008
That is first day I am following test , the first test is writing test . Oh guys,finally , tat test is start and do you know how many questions in that test ??
I must answer 75 question in the examination in 150 minutes , but the question in that examination is not all I studied . So .. I am answered that questions is only I can .

And time is over ... the first test is finish ... I'm not sure about my answered that time,but I don't think about it , I only think that I have finished it ...
And then I continued to follow to next test .
The Second test is Practicum Test in lab. computer , Before the second test begun I am enough nervous ,,, guys , this is the most my favorite test .. , do you know why ? because when the second is begin , in that room is dark and oh my god !! there is hard voice from music player .. that's make me not concentration for does it ... and I just have 15 minutes to answered 2 questions are Ms.Excel and make a program ... and for twice I'm not sure with My answered..

hufh..finally , the first day is finished ...
And next day is arrived ...

In The second day is Interview Test on Sunday 23 November 2008...
And in that time I am simulation to be teacher in the class lab. computer , then test speaking with English to answer some questions,etc.

And finally , THAT TIME IS OVER ....


Guys,that's so interesting and fun .. And I won't to forget that days ... _^

WheN I am MisSed Them ....

One a day , I wake up in the morning , and in front of my room,My Mom
and My Grandma' are talking about My neigh boor passed away . But I don't know too much about their conversation .
Suddenly My mom called me . She is tell me that My best friend had passed away last night.Oh,I am shock to hear that . I and her had friendship since we are still in Elementary School and now she had passed away .

Finally,with My pajamas I go to her house and I see My best friend has lying forever . I try to not crying but I can't,My tears drip to My cheek . And now I must missing My best friend.
After that I go to the place where My friend is buried to see My friend for the last .

At next month , My friend in My Junior High School visit in My house , and they only stand up in front of My house to waiting me , finally I meet them , and do you know what their talking about ?
They said one of Our friend in our Junior High School had passed away . Oh , My God . This is second bad news for me .. I had missed two My friend forever in year 2004 ...

Several years later
At year 2006 , at first month in this new year , I am not happy , My Grandfather in serious ill and He is take cared in the hospital . And that time I am waiting him in hospital , I see him in his sleep,Before this He is so strong but that time He is so weak and pale due to ill .
And then My father arrive in hospital and He is ask me to come back and finally I come back to My house,But before that I see My Grandfather.

Tomorrow in My House,My Mom is called My father by phone . And I hear that My Grandfather had passed away last night . Oh,I can't to not cry.I had missed someone again . Someone was I loved . And now I missed him .
And two years later , I hear that My Grandmother had passed away after My Grandfather .

I need long time to receive these news,but I must can because still other people are loved me here and They are must know that I love them too before late ....

I MiSs YoU so MuCh ...

Ups , I don't know what the topic this time but I will try to tell my feel now in this posting ...


In my corner room , I am alone , I kept quiet to stand part in around , only night wind elapsing to pass my solitary which diffuse till my body cell ...

without felt ,, a tear drib fall to drop in my cheek and I start to realize that , I caress my tear and I start to look for the correct reason why I weep ???

And .. finally I find a word to replaying my question ..
LONG , that is a simple word but that word can reply all sorrowful which I feel recently , And Do you know ? That here I am very longing all of you , I hope can to meet you and bubble up all my longing to you ..

I long with your smile
I long with your gladness
I long with your sorrow

But the most I long is can feel your affection at my side always can attach me as a child must be taken care ...


My hopeless ,, I can to meet you all soon because I miss you so much ..


hufh ... finally , this posting is finish ... =)
Thanks for your time to read my posting this time , See you at my next posting ...

WheRe aRe yOu My fRieNds ??

Hi .. Do you know what am I talking about this times ??
In this my second post,I'd like to tell you about my memories with my friends at Senior High School in Tangerang city ..



Unbelievable a time even so quickly
dissociating laugh , scream weeping,and our togetherness during the time ...

Maybe...only distance dissociating our body
but ... this heart and this soul
Really cannot be dissociated so much
We finished the days is fully with togetherness , friendship , and sisterhood
which have sliverred and grow the love of among us

That impossible is easy to forgotten through the street we have pass next time
I don't know what it is cause ...
but togetherness we which have passed by during the time
make the us to requiring each other one another ..

Maybe ... when we are still in Senior High School , We usually finished the time together
But now We had discorded and rarely we can finish the time with our togetherness ...


Hopefully this discord will teaching us ...
about so important meaning a togetherness after we feel lost it ...

And I don't know where are you all now !!
But you must know about my soul this time ...


"OUR MEMORIES WILL STAY IN MY HEART , MY FRIENDS "

About me,My families and My friends_^

Hello....I would like to tell you about me . I am fatwa .I am 18th years now.I live in Tangerang city,and I study in Tangerang for Elementary school,Junior high school,and senior high school , and now I continue study in UNPAD university because that , now I live in Bandung . My hobbies is listening to music , sleep,and reading to comic or novel in my empty time . There is Something I dislike is LIE because in my opinion lie is make hurt someone.
oh yeah , in my life ,I have My families and my friends.They are always make me comfort when I with them . the first is My families . I love my families very much because then I can be my self , I can be doing my study,they always give me support when I have a problems,make me comfort with their love,they are give me love and they had teached me about true love . when I sad or happy they always with me , if I down , they are make me support . And because that I want to be the best for them and I don't disappointed them ....
the second I have My friends,My friends id so kind,friendly , funny and crazy , hehehe...
but they are my best friends . My friends can be my sister when I to be a child , And give me advice when I had mistake , but sometimes they are make me angry with their lie , but that's will not long because I don't angry to them :) ...

ok,I think it's enough for now ... _^