Finally ... ThAt time is OveR ...!!

Hello guys , I'm come back now .. this time I want to tell you about me when I am following test at campus in Test to be Assistant Lab. Computer last week .

On Saturday 22 November 2008
That is first day I am following test , the first test is writing test . Oh guys,finally , tat test is start and do you know how many questions in that test ??
I must answer 75 question in the examination in 150 minutes , but the question in that examination is not all I studied . So .. I am answered that questions is only I can .

And time is over ... the first test is finish ... I'm not sure about my answered that time,but I don't think about it , I only think that I have finished it ...
And then I continued to follow to next test .
The Second test is Practicum Test in lab. computer , Before the second test begun I am enough nervous ,,, guys , this is the most my favorite test .. , do you know why ? because when the second is begin , in that room is dark and oh my god !! there is hard voice from music player .. that's make me not concentration for does it ... and I just have 15 minutes to answered 2 questions are Ms.Excel and make a program ... and for twice I'm not sure with My answered..

hufh..finally , the first day is finished ...
And next day is arrived ...

In The second day is Interview Test on Sunday 23 November 2008...
And in that time I am simulation to be teacher in the class lab. computer , then test speaking with English to answer some questions,etc.

And finally , THAT TIME IS OVER ....


Guys,that's so interesting and fun .. And I won't to forget that days ... _^

WheN I am MisSed Them ....

One a day , I wake up in the morning , and in front of my room,My Mom
and My Grandma' are talking about My neigh boor passed away . But I don't know too much about their conversation .
Suddenly My mom called me . She is tell me that My best friend had passed away last night.Oh,I am shock to hear that . I and her had friendship since we are still in Elementary School and now she had passed away .

Finally,with My pajamas I go to her house and I see My best friend has lying forever . I try to not crying but I can't,My tears drip to My cheek . And now I must missing My best friend.
After that I go to the place where My friend is buried to see My friend for the last .

At next month , My friend in My Junior High School visit in My house , and they only stand up in front of My house to waiting me , finally I meet them , and do you know what their talking about ?
They said one of Our friend in our Junior High School had passed away . Oh , My God . This is second bad news for me .. I had missed two My friend forever in year 2004 ...

Several years later
At year 2006 , at first month in this new year , I am not happy , My Grandfather in serious ill and He is take cared in the hospital . And that time I am waiting him in hospital , I see him in his sleep,Before this He is so strong but that time He is so weak and pale due to ill .
And then My father arrive in hospital and He is ask me to come back and finally I come back to My house,But before that I see My Grandfather.

Tomorrow in My House,My Mom is called My father by phone . And I hear that My Grandfather had passed away last night . Oh,I can't to not cry.I had missed someone again . Someone was I loved . And now I missed him .
And two years later , I hear that My Grandmother had passed away after My Grandfather .

I need long time to receive these news,but I must can because still other people are loved me here and They are must know that I love them too before late ....

I MiSs YoU so MuCh ...

Ups , I don't know what the topic this time but I will try to tell my feel now in this posting ...


In my corner room , I am alone , I kept quiet to stand part in around , only night wind elapsing to pass my solitary which diffuse till my body cell ...

without felt ,, a tear drib fall to drop in my cheek and I start to realize that , I caress my tear and I start to look for the correct reason why I weep ???

And .. finally I find a word to replaying my question ..
LONG , that is a simple word but that word can reply all sorrowful which I feel recently , And Do you know ? That here I am very longing all of you , I hope can to meet you and bubble up all my longing to you ..

I long with your smile
I long with your gladness
I long with your sorrow

But the most I long is can feel your affection at my side always can attach me as a child must be taken care ...


My hopeless ,, I can to meet you all soon because I miss you so much ..


hufh ... finally , this posting is finish ... =)
Thanks for your time to read my posting this time , See you at my next posting ...

WheRe aRe yOu My fRieNds ??

Hi .. Do you know what am I talking about this times ??
In this my second post,I'd like to tell you about my memories with my friends at Senior High School in Tangerang city ..



Unbelievable a time even so quickly
dissociating laugh , scream weeping,and our togetherness during the time ...

Maybe...only distance dissociating our body
but ... this heart and this soul
Really cannot be dissociated so much
We finished the days is fully with togetherness , friendship , and sisterhood
which have sliverred and grow the love of among us

That impossible is easy to forgotten through the street we have pass next time
I don't know what it is cause ...
but togetherness we which have passed by during the time
make the us to requiring each other one another ..

Maybe ... when we are still in Senior High School , We usually finished the time together
But now We had discorded and rarely we can finish the time with our togetherness ...


Hopefully this discord will teaching us ...
about so important meaning a togetherness after we feel lost it ...

And I don't know where are you all now !!
But you must know about my soul this time ...


"OUR MEMORIES WILL STAY IN MY HEART , MY FRIENDS "